the light

choice

February 5, 2010 on 2:53 pm UTC | By rian | No Comments

i want to say that

i was happier three years ago

because i truly was

but to say that would be like denying the happiness that i could have now

because none of it is real anyway just in my head

and i never want three years ago to be the peak of my life. it was all so dumb.

just some pretend feeling anyway